VERY CONFUSED! Please help..would appreciate!?

was in a live in relationship for 2 years
we both cut off from our friends and all cuz we were *madly in love*
then things after a year started taking a toll!
.as i had not told him about the wild child i had been in my past he ound out
and ran guilt trips and fear chills all the time
he made me feel as if my life was all **** before him
at the same time i completely lost all assertiveness and become submissive thinking how wonderful he is to take me in, despite how ive been
we were committed for marriage
rite before he graduated and left, met his parents in that last semsmeter
started having serious anxiety attacks!
sumething wasnt rite
after he left
one day i sat on a computer in a library at uni nd saw someone had signed in and forgotten to sign out and the
inbox was open
saw his name, found out he had cheated on me wid this person
called yelled, hung up, never spoke again,
he still contacts me, by txt or mail, by a one liner, or song lyrics
Whats his problem!

don’t encourage him at all – - get on with your life

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