Anxiety Of Influence Band
i am afraid of negativity and what people think.?
hello, im a thirteen year old girl and i always feel out of place.
its hard for me to decide what way i like to be and how to act.
im very easily influenced, i see a show with someone who is a complete chav and ill want to be like that, next day ill see something else and want to be emo or goth.
though emo/goth has often been the type of person im most comfortable with i love the bands there clothes, everything, but i constantly change just too fit in, im never comfortable with myself anymore. i feel like every body things negatively about me all the time and i am scared of being who i want to be. im worried ill always get picked on or be talked about, so constantly i change myself just to keep people happy and see how they act.
if anyone has advice on how to just be myself and how to stop seeing things as if people dont like me for who i am, i have wondered if it is a form of anxiety i have, i just need more help on how to be more comfortable with myself please >.<
It is a form of anxiety, social anxiety. You’re anxious about how you’re seen in the world because you’re young. It doesn’t make too much sense right now, but a lot of it has to do with your brain chemistry. When I was 13, I would NEVER leave the house without a full face of makeup, now I brush my hair, fill in my eyebrows and just leave. As you get older, you get bored of worrying about where you ‘fit in’. But, I can tell you, if you’re worried about ‘who you are’ you don’t want to be goth. I’ve got fake eyebrows and all. But even on my ‘down’ days I get some of the worst looks of ‘dislike’. It’s a very tiring job title.
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