Should I feel guilty about the application. SSDI?

I have severe disease and bipolar disease, anxiety general While my four drugs to control symptoms. But I have now every few weeks makes me complete. non – functional I am 22 and have worked in primary industry and banking capabilities. The bank I work for generous Short-term disability coverage, I took advantage of all. 3 or 4 months, weeks or months time because of my symptoms so bad I can barely work at home for one. At work, I decided that I can not return to work elsewhere. Any time in the near future it can also stop work. 4 weeks ago. I've been scraping by trying to work past. Four years, but get to the point where I can not anymore. In the past I miss about 6 months to work because of my illness, I feel bad about it because I do not want to ask feel like a leech. I do not want to be classified as "lazy" or that I am a penalty system I Am Right?

Why do you feel guilty about. SSDI when all the points that will help. People who can not work and what you've written is about how you can not work, so the answer is no. But people may not satisfy the fact that you are not working and they But I hardly think that it seems Significant abnormalities compared to your Just take the time to update any That you can, and when ready to return to your people do.