What should I do to fix this blah feeling?

I am almost 23 I've been feeling very apathetic about everything recently. Recently blah 'just ordinary.' I always get excited. About drawing and writing. I also go to the gym exercise But love is not desire and aspiration. i use a short cut to my family. I just graduated college and my friends. I know the past four years had 200 miles away and I miss them But while a part of life because it can not be disappointed. / Not / do not try to visit. I know this has a lot to do with it. But like i have nothing left I tried harder than I know people find jobs. (Occupation), but still disappointed and discouraged. In all aspects of life now I do not know much more i can I am a very shy girl with some problems, anxiety, see a psychologist made me nervous. I can not really show itself. Good people and I know that adds to the feeling I get too I do not know what to do.

Go to church and get inspiration. Sounds like you are sad. If you can join the church. singles groups and fun that you might meet someone new, and out of your groove. You have to do something new and do not look old.

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